HOMILY OF MONDAY OF THE 13TH WEEK IN ORDINARY TIME YEAR A
Saint Thomas, Apostle – Feast
Ephesians 2:19-22, John 20:24-29
THEME: OVERCOMING THE FAIR-WEATHER PERSONALITY TRAIT
Occasionally, we encounter individuals, with changeable dispositions who shower us with affection, yet swiftly forget about us or switch their allegiance as soon as we’re no longer present. These individuals possess an inability to reflect upon their experiences beyond the immediate moment. They can celebrate the joy of the moment very well or oftentimes allow the sorrow they encounter to push them into unsolicited solitary.
Thomas was a practical man with such tendency, who was ready to go to Jerusalem and die with Jesus when the other disciples were afraid. Though he loved Jesus, his natural doubt for what he doesn’t understand is second to none. Having seen the Lord crucified and died, he left the company of the disciples in disappointment and sorrow. Hence, he missed Jesus’ first visit after his resurrection, and began to say, “Unless I see the holes that the nails made in his hands and can put my finger into the holes they made, and unless I can put my hand into his side, I refuse to believe.” Possibly he thought that the crucifixion was the end of Jesus, forgetting the Lord promised of resurrection.
However, his confession after Jesus showed him his pierced hands and side, depicts how practical he can be. He was not a pretender. He openly confessed his doubt and likewise his belief.
Nevertheless, having seen his level of faith, Jesus took him to another level higher. His sincerity earned him this special masterclass, which was summarized in the words of Jesus, as he said, “You believe because you can see me. Happy are those who have not seen and yet believe.’
Although it is important not to let pessimism cloud our vision of the promising future ahead, we should also avoid getting overly carried away by our current accomplishments, recognizing that life is not always a smooth journey. Balancing both perspectives allows us to maintain resilience and stability even in the face of life’s disappointments.
May our faith in God remain undaunted through thick and thin. Amen.
